Favorite 'Internet' Friend...
welll, i don't really have anyone thats just an internet friend so i don't have a favorite.
buttt, i have 13 days until i leave this place. here lately i cant wait for those 13 days to pass. my life has been hell. the only people that have been making this decision harder is my family. and thats it.
i get traded, ditched, and lied to by everyone else. thats why im leaving here!
im tired of being put in 2nd place, if you cared about me at all you wouldnt put me there.if you really wanted me to stay here then i think you would be spending as much time as possible with me while you have the chance. because come july 23rd you wont have the chance. im really done with you this time. im tired of all the pain i have to go through just to try to be someone special and mean something to you. i cant take it anymore. its going to hurt sooo much but its something that i have got to do. i prayed so had last night that you would fall in love with me like ive fell for you. i just want to be happy and when im with you, im happy!
but in the end, the lonely nights where you would rather be with another girl, are not worth it anymore.
maybe one day you will realze what you lost and maybe by then i can treat you like you have been treating me. but in the end, everyone deserves to be happy. & i wish the same for you.
i'm going to miss you AMM.
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