call it how youu see it, wish i neva' met yaaa'

I have decied come january 1st, 2011-

im going to be a totally different person!

no more letting people run over me

or

letting people think they are ANY better then me!

or

settling or anything less then the best.

period!

im ready for change!

(:

today was a good day!

wrestling match wiff ericka- was fun!

im going to watch some TV and then going to bed!

girl the way you do it got me like ah, ah, ah!

yo diss right hurrr'(:

waaaat it doo?

can anyone say, great mood?

cause thats what im in right now(:

today has been prettty grrr-atee!

me and rannndi had to take care of some stuff.

which came out GREAT!

weightlifting for softball is always funn(:

& now im texting some really amazing person!

christmas break is like 15 hours awaaay!

brinng it!



speaker's goinnn' hammmmer!

9 more daaays(:

Unrequited Love-

- Noun

1. being in love with someone who does not, and never will, love you back.

todaaaay has been prettty great; i saw you today and it didnt even bother me, actually it made me want to punch you in the faceee!



what's next?!

im not even sure how much more of this that i can take. it's my senior year and im suppost to be having a good time and enjoying my last year in high school. When in reality, im stuck crying over some stupid boy that somehow ended up meaning a little too much to me. the worst part of it all is i mean nothing to him. he could careless about me. how come i always fall for the players, jerks and losers? its bad when i check my phone every five seconds hoping that its his name that i see. i want to text him so bad but im scared that he will be a jerk and hurt my feelings and just make everything a million times worse then it already is. & then everyone is telling me 'felecia you can do so much better' but he makes me smile, he gives me butterflys, & i liked how it felt to have his arms wrapped around me. but im going to let god handle this, he knows whats best for me, right? whatever is ment to happen, will happen.



youu make me feel like everything is going to be okaaaay!

i would have to say that today was pretty greaaat

:D

wants my hair kinnda like this

instead of red its going to be pinnk,

againnnn!

do thaaa prettty girl roccck!

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

'Nobody is worth your tears, and the one who is won't make you cry.'

^^ this is very true^^

<3

whaat the heccck?

todaay has been pretty weird,

i just feel like im in a dream.

....



yeaah, uh huh, you know what it is bluee & red, blue & red!

^^DEMONS^^

i just want to start over.

"If someone is always finding fault in you, reality is they arent happy with themselves and are trying to make themselves feel better at your expense. Just know who you are and what your abilities are and let them play the role of the fool"

stupid boy,

...!

today has pretty much sucked!

not because of anyone just because i feel like C R A P !

i hope i just need to catch up on some sleep...

goodnight babycakessss;

when im with him, im thinking of youuuuu</3

i'm ready,

todaaaay; was alright.

I need change in my life,

but how?

<3

'the good advice i alwaays hated,

but lookin' back it made me greater'

im just likkke you, only prettier

today has been so flippin cold #$%^&*!

i just need someone to snuggle withhh.

i have to say that today has been a wonderful daaay.

hannah had her christmas play and she was so cutee.

& now im laying in my warm bed working on my case-study

 speech on coca-cola.

& i wish we never did it, & wish we never loved itttttt.

i hope your not falling in love, cause im walking awaay.

i cant take this anymore. i just want to be happy, again.

 i CANT sit back & wait on you anymore. maybe one day you will realize how much i really liked you. & how everytime i see your face, my whole world brightens & you dont even know it.

</3

here's to the past,

happpy birthhdaaay tony,

wake up silly, i love youuuu!

i know this isnt going to be easy but take my hand & please never let go!

yeaah, i hearrd you good with 'em soft lipssss

i waaant you & only youuu.

baaaby please dont go,